Pejman Azarmina

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Picture of Your Life 

To you, life is like what?
If you ask people what life is, their response is less of a philosophical type and more like what human mind is more used to: to think of it as similar to something they know, something they understand and can find similarities to. Meaning is closely linked to personal experiences. What people have not experienced, they cannot define well. If you ask someone what justice is, their response can sometimes become too abstract if they never had experience of it before. The same is with defining life. What people would do is usually to simplify the meaning of life to a picture. Something that they have had direct experience of. Something that they find similar enough to what they know and understand about life. And something that would inspire them to go on and continue living. And this is what I call “picture of life”. Some might say it’s a metaphor for life. But I stick to the easier word.

Let me give you a few examples. In the diagram below you can see eight different pictures that people might use to tell you how they see life and what it means to them. There are billions of pictures out there. Each individual has a unique picture in mind and even if two people have exactly the same picture, their description of that picture and of the dynamics in that picture would be different. These are only examples and I would use them to put my point across.

Meaning-of-Life-Through-PicturesLife as a journey (A)
People who choose this picture usually describe a road, a river, a walk etc. in which they are walking, driving, swimming or sailing. They describe different levels of control over their path, speed and direction. Some would say the end is important and some say the journey itself is important.

Life as climbing a mountain (B)
For these people, life is an upward movement, something that they have to spend energy to achieve something. The end could be reaching to the top or simply the process of going upwards. People might be competing for the same peak or each might be climbing a different mountain. Some mountains are quite challenging and some are easy to reach.

Life as a puzzle (E)
For a philosopher, a scientist, a researcher, a business consultant life might be a big question mark or something full of question marks. Problems to be solved. Questions to be answered. Finding the missing link. Acknowledging that something is unknown and they should try to know it.

Life as a millstone (C)
For those in very routine lives, life can be defined as going round the circles, turning around the millstone. Boring, maybe. But if you look at it closely, there are many cyclical events in the world that urges people to think like that. Day-night cycles, seasons, life-death matters. And most importantly patterns of work and its routine cycles. I don't blame people who define and picture life as a big millstone that they are attached to it.


Life as a competition (D)
In many competitive cultures, people tend to picture life as a competitive sport in which their role or mission is to 'win'. For some who realized that for every winner, there are several losers, they change this picture to a game that everybody is a winner, and the end is to enjoy the game rather than winning it. Those who see life as a big 'project' and themselves as its 'project manager' might also look at life as picture B or D as they are the one who wants to achieve certain goals and beat or leave behind others in that process.


Life as a story, play, novel etc. (F)
In this metaphor, the narrative side of life becomes important. There are good people, bad people, happy endings, suspension, dialogues, and many characters who come and go. You might see yourself as a lead character or in a support role for others. The goal is not usually the ending of that story, but the processes and interactions happening in between. It's a beautiful metaphor.


Life as an animal (G)
If you don't consider yourself as a privileged being, the value of your life doesn't become more than other animals. For some people, this notion becomes central in defining the meaning of their existence. Life becomes following instincts and one's physiological needs. Reproduction, sex, eating, sleeping and selfishness become central in life and the rest become less important.


Life as a burning candle (H)
It's just one example of looking at life from an alternative point of view (maybe more spiritual). You see the simplicity of this picture. Burning, giving light, giving warmth, attracting the butterflies and then dying. Powerful image, and very strong in 'giving' aspect of life.


So what?
1. If you think about the picture of 'your' life, you can learn more about yourself and what your priorities are. People are usually very good in describing a picture and telling the story of it, its purpose, their role in it, significant elements in it etc. I think it's a good preoccupation to think about how you picture life in general and your life specifically.

2. There is a significant life and work implications out of this concept. People live together, work together and interact with each other. The amazing fact is that no matter how similar people's backgrounds or education are, their pictures of life can be quite different. In a couple relationship, one might look at life as a competition and the other as a story. There might a match in these two viewpoints, but to me, for one of them winning is more important and for the other the interactions between people is more important. Counselors or even dating agencies can use this technique to improve the compatibility of couples. Organizations can use it in team development and organizational effectiveness trainings. Politicians and diplomats can study these pictures when interacting with other politicians and leaders especially from other countries. In some parts of the world, the competitive pictures are almost non-existent. In some others, the spiritual pictures are very rare. And although we cannot and should not aim to make people think the same, but with good understanding, we can improve harmony and peace.

3. In the past, I guess there were less variety in these pictures. Even now, for most religious people, the pictures are usually as prescribed by their religions. Life as a big testing place for a good or bad outcomes in the afterlife. God is very existent in their pictures, as is heaven and hell. My other point is the influence of nature and lifestyle on our pictures. I grew up in a city with very impressive mountains (Tehran). To me, the symbolic existence of mountains and how I used to climb it every week has had an everlasting effect. For someone living by the sea, the picture becomes quite different. And so on.

3. Please try to be non-judgmental and then ask your friends, colleagues, even your spouse these questions: "How do you see (your) life?" and/or "To you, life is like what?"

Context of my life when thinking about these concepts: London, Winter 2008, after reading the history of Western philosophy, planning for second immigration, well-organised and balanced life.

 

Where from? Where to?

Where do you come from? Where are you going to?

When you see a stranger, one of the first questions you ask is “where are you from”. Looking at life, we can ask this question from ourselves. Thus, ‘where-do-we-come-from’ is not necessarily a question of where we were born; it becomes a matter of where we were and what we were doing ‘before’ we were born. But to answer that, we first need to know what we mean by ‘we’, ‘I’ or ‘self’. Some argue, it’s the physical I, some say it’s the spiritual I and some would argue it’s the consciousness we develop at some point in life. But let’s forget about that bit of technicality and focus on possible scenarios.

To make this discussion more interesting, let’s also add another dimension to it and ask at the same time about “where are we going to”; or simply, what happens after we die.

Again, there are lots of other uncertainties involved, such as “when does actually our life begin”. Is it when we are conceived, when we are delivered by our mothers, when we develop consciousness or else? Also, when does our life end? When our heart stops beating, our brain stops functioning, our soul (if there is one) is detached from our body or else? Let’s put all these matters aside and suppose that no matter what our beliefs are, we can assume a beginning and ending for life.

Now, we can think of basically three simplified models, models that have been proposed and advocated by prophets, philosophers, leaders, and thinkers; models that probably 95% of people on earth have adopted and built their lives on top of it. There are probably 100s of different variations for these models, but if we simplify them, we'll come to these three. I am not saying that there aren't other models out there. There are probably tens of others; but I say let's understand these three first and then go for the rest.

Before-and-after-lifeNo-before, No-after
In this model, we came out of nothing. There was nothing before us and our creation was a lucky or unlucky event in the universe. There is no soul and no continuation after death. It's just our body and its bodily functions. We might believe in consciousness, but not as a separate entity. Mind is a complex function of our brains. When we die, it's finished. No rewards or punishments after death. If we do bad things, we must be punished in this life and if we do good things or work really hard, sometimes we can expect rewards and sometimes not. It depends on other aspects of our philosophy of life. Quite simple, straightforward and concrete, isn't it?

No-before, Lots-after
In the second model, which is probably more appealing to religious minds is based on our creation from nothing, living a life as a mortal being in this world and then going to an eternal after-life of either good or bad. The decision on whether our outcome would be good (going to heaven) or bad (we go to hell) is based on our deeds during our limited life-span. Lots of pressure, lots of responsibility, lots of 'hope' (for those who suffer or are unlucky in this world) and lots of opportunity for controlling people using this model, e.g. "If you do X, you will go to hell! And if you do Y, you go to heaven." This model in essence is a very moral-based model and if we think of life like this, every action of ours would then fall into that dichotomy, it's either good or bad. And probably some actions would be considered mediocre. But who cares about the neutral acts? Not many. Notably, all major religions in the world have adopted this model and prescribed it to their followers.

Some-before, Some-after
In the third model, life is a continuum, very similar to nature. We existed as another life form before we were born and we will be another life form after we die. And there is no other entity (like God or angles or prophets) who are going to judge us and either punish or reward us. It's ourselves that would be placed higher or lower in some sort of a scale. Some move upwards in that ladder and some downwards. But interestingly, if we do bad things, we might go one (or two) steps down the ladder for another life cycle; which is totally different from the second model that told us, if we do bad things, we would go to hell FOREVER! This third model is believed by billions of people and probably originated from the East (India and China the most).

So what?
1. If you believe in one system of looking at life, it's probably very difficult to change it in one day. In 99.9% of the times, I don't even recommend changing it, because you would lose everything in your system of belief. What I want you to do is to look at the graph above and think about it. Think about yourself. And see how different other people might think about their lives. It's amazing.

2. I have seen so many people confused in between the first and second model. They have been brought up in religious families (or at least believers); then at some point, they lost their faith and went for the first model. But as I said in the first point, it's not a matter of simply switching from one model to the other. It will come back and most model 1 people with model 2 family backgrounds return to their religious origins when they grow old. It gives peace and hope for something good to come after the end of life.

3. I think we as human beings are stuck with very bad models of explaining life! In one model, we live a short life, work hard like a dog, earn little or lots of money, enjoy part of it, suffer the rest and eventually die and there is no prospect after that. People forget 99.99% of us in a matter of years and move on. That's it. In the second model, we are told whatever we do can lead to an eternal life in agony or bliss. We might accept injustice, disease, suffering etc just hoping that we would go to heaven afterwards. But there is no guarantee and no proof. What a gamble! The third seems to be reasonably better, but still there is a prospect that we might come back to life as a worm or cow or anything and there is no escape from it. And we are not a white canvas when we are born either; we actually inherit all our past lives' good and bad. It's frightening.

4. Let's hope that mankind can find a good model soon. We really need it.

Context of writing these notes: Waiting for some good news, frustrated of small and big things, hoping big changes would come and plans working. In Central London, partly on train and partly at the office. But generally thinking deeply about what to do in life.

Global Homeostasis

What will happen if we don't do anything?

In the first part of my global vision trilogy, we saw how we ended up here: by making the world a better place to breed and by burning fossil fuel reserves in 100 years and changing the atmosphere in a very bad way. In this chapter, I am going to look at this phenomenon from a homeostasis perspective. Homeostasis means that living organisms such as humans have a system that automatically maintains a constant and stable condition within. For example, if we drink too much, we would urinate too much. Otherwise, we would explode! I am going to use the same concept for the globe and argue that even if we don't make any minimal or drastic interventions to combat global warming and climate change, there are mechanisms that would ensure the status quo would be achieved again.

N.B.: I would take a relatively optimistic view that whatever we have done to the earth, is not too much and can be reversed. I personally don't believe the planet wouldn't be livable ever again. The consequence of what humans have done can be even that billions of people might die, but eventually there will be a return to a normal climate status, I hope! OK, now let's begin.


N.B.2: Oh, another thing. Please bear in mind that I have over-simplified the system that I am going to explain in order to put the main ideas across and present it in a 4-minute chapter. I am very well aware of many complexities in the real system and am quite happy to discuss them in a more suitable occasion.


Well, we start with three basic assumptions:

1. The climate is undeniably changing.

2. There are probably too many of us humans in the world.

3. The mass use of fossil fuels will end some time in the next 100 years.

Global-HomeostasisNow, we can trace what would be the consequences of each assumption:

1. Climate change: I really do feel for the poor polar bears that are sticking to the pieces of ice and am horrified when watching big Hollywood movies about climate change. But in reality, there are other effects that have a much sooner and more effective impacts to our daily lives. And those are probably more storms, more draughts and more floods. These three phenomena have a direct and major impact on farming and agriculture. The food will not be as abundant as it used to be and the price would start to go up. Another factor that raises the food price is the increasing cost of fuel and transport. When petrol or gasoline is more expensive, bringing food from farms and food-producing countries to the supermarkets of destination countries becomes more and more expensive. Now, let's leave it here and we will come back to this shortly.


2. Over-population: There are numerous consequences of over-population. But in this simplified model, let's just think about how people would start to compete for limited living spaces. This competition to live in not-enough houses would create an impetus for a rise in home prices. Therefore, home prices goes up, i.e. mortgage rate and renting fees go up.


3. Oil depletion: Thirdly, oil reserves would start to decline. Or accessing them can become problematic (e.g. an oil-producing country that stops exporting oil to increase prices). Wars and conflicts also usually increase oil prices. When oil price goes up, transportation costs go up. And that has consequences.


Now, we need to combine all these intermediate consequences and see what happens. When there is less food, people instinctively make less babies. Part of that is physiological, and part of that is psychological. It doesn't mean that the process stops for everyone in the world. It just means that more people would 'consider' not having 'a' baby or 'another' baby when the future of the world is not so clear. In under-developed countries, feeding children becomes more difficult and there will be some impact on their children mortality rate and adults reproduction rate.


Rise of living costs (food, home, transport) directly translates into one thing: less disposable income. We become conscious about how we spend and what we are spending on. We become short-termists, in a sense. We make less children because they are a life-time (or at least 16 years) of financial commitment for the parents. We buy less, especially when the item is not that much essential. We try to avoid unnecessary journeys. We might cancel long-distance holidays and spend more time at home. And less of us are tempted to risk buying a home when there is no certainty about the future. Why bother making a 25 year commitment? Let's survive now.


I am not going into much detail about the consequences of these changes of behavior. But I can tell you that the impact is going to be huge and today in 2008, we are only seeing a very small part of it. Economies would start to shrink or collapse. Factories will be closed. Financial hardship would become commonplace. The population growth would stop at some point and the global population starts to fall. As a result, markets will become smaller, commuting becomes a luxury and CO2 production will eventually fall because there would be less people, less cows (!), less cars, less planes, less factories and less oil reserves.


Can we call it a global climate reset and homeostasis? I think so. The question remains that how soon or how drastic these events would be. I don't know that for sure, but I know there are things that we can do to make it less painful. And this would be the topic of part 3 of this trilogy.

So What?

1. I am sure some of you would say that the home prices are falling now. Why have I used an upward trend of home prices in this model? The current fall in home prices is not a result of over-population. It's the result of less money (or credit) being available to buy homes. Let me explain it this way: Mr Brown earns £2000 a month. He has a home, which he bought 10 years ago and he pays £500 for a mortgage. After paying tax and normal living costs, he still has £300 to save, invest, or spend on non-essential items. Miss Wilson has bought a similar home 2 years ago and pays £800 for mortgage. After paying for the same expenses and tax, she is left with no money to save, invest or spend. Ten years ago, we had lots of Mr Browns, but now due to rising home prices and other prices, we have lots of Miss Wilsons. The result is that less money is given to banks or industry or use it as credit to lend to others to buy new homes. When they have less money (or credit), they go bankrupt. Nobody has money to lend. When there is less lending money available, the home prices start to fall. If this trend is orchestrated with population trend, then we will maintain a stable situation (economy slowdown in paralle to population change). Otherwise, the prices will go up and down until we get to a stable situation.

2. Unfortunately, war and conflict is going to be an inseparable element of all these changes. Oil-producing countries would be a focus of attention in this regard for a while. The economical impact on developed world and richer countries would be immense. Let's remember that these wars are less territorial based and would become more strategic.

3. From medical point of view, I am quite happy. Because there would be less to eat and more incentives to walk or cycle; and maybe these changes could solve the obesity problem in many rich nations.

4. The climate change and oil depletion are very strong forces, but the main homeostatic factor that would create a sustainable situation is population. With 6.8 billion on earth, we are not going to achieve much in terms of reversing the climate change.

5. I am not suggesting that we don't intervene and not aim for a smaller carbon foot print. But to be honest, I think the majority of us humans won't change behavior until we have to. That's why I think those major forces will make us humans change. The more we resist and be stubborn, the more pain the nature would inflict upon us and the more catastrophic the consequences will be.

Context of reading this part: Petrol 113 pence per litre. Where we live, one square meter of an apartment is £5000. Curry houses in London are being closed because of rising rice price. I saw on TV last night how a house near a cliff was washed away by the sea at about 60 years sooner than the council predicted. Thinking about the future is one of my constant preoccupations.